june journey

it hasnt been the easiest of times

spiritually recovery is always amazing though
what's like to wake up, and be reminded by the HS to submit my entire day, thoughts, actions to him
the liberation because He guides the day

to humbly learn that even the ability to be obedient comes from Him
that me and pride thought that i could fend my thoughts and heart
paid the price for that, but i know God can make good out of my mistakes :)
lots of old fears and insecurities thrown up
but i know that He is made strong in my weaknesses :)

challenging @ workplace
organizational changes, fiscal year closing, ACCRUALS!, new unwritten responsibilities
but thank God i really found something that energizes me and that's people! :)

but thank God for the relatively good social life this month
(and all the choc, desserts, profiteroles and cheese and pizzaS :P)
remaining connected to pple from the past helps keep me rooted
and thanks aaron for what u said over ur birthday dinner; makes me realize its truly the quality of the friendship that's impt :)

looking forward to kha with ly and bd tonight :)

cheryl, u r still missed...

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Oh,what I would do to have
the kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is,
And he's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win,
you'll never win."

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
the voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh, what I would do
to have the kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant
with just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound
of a thousand warriors
shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out
my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
time and time again
"Boy you'll never win,
you'll never win."

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
the voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

But the stone was just the right size
to put the giant on the ground
and the waves they don't seem so high
from on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
when I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
singing over me

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says do not be afraid
And the voice of truth says this is for my glory
Out of all the voices calling out to me (calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe (I will choose to listen and believe)
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe the voice of truth
I will listen and believe
'Cause Jesus you are the voice of truth
And I will listen to you.. oh you are